When Freedom Becomes Dictatorship!

 

 

My Scrambled Ideas

On to this upcoming New Year, I want this dictatorship in my life, I want this external power to determine my choices. It is odd, but it will benefit me, I know myself that it is easier to have something that its goals set before, without taking any risk in your choices; I want pre-determination. I want to fight something that I don’t like, but I know that I will perfect it. I try to have what I like, but choosing is the most difficult choice. The choice of the choices, is exactly the similar to this life we live, it is as living or not. That's why I dislike this statement by our governments, families, teachers, friends, etc. saying that: “The choice is yours.”. because it has the most tyrant tone; considering that its meaning is the total opposite. What I can do to stop this leashing feeling? Is it normal? Or what is normality? And how can I have a real personality knows the right choice? I might know myself when I give my decisions in assertiveness, but I want the right decision to do anywhere and anytime!